Sawyer was talking about you today. How you're a big boy and how you're not scared of him and he's not scared of you (whatever the heck that means) and about all the things you'd do when you get back from heaven. I reminded him you're with Jesus and he said yeah but I miss him.
He misses you so darn much. So do I. We all do. I wish you would have known how wonderful you were. I wish you could have seen yourself through mine and the kids eyes.
I don't know what is worse, the pain of what happened or the pain of what should have been. We are permanently an incomplete puzzle and you are our missing peace.
We love you.
Love,
Jess
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